I dont know how many of u are like me.. i like to keep my feelings to myself even though i have problems tt r hurting me.. or i'm sad.. I will just pretend to be happy in front of my friends.. den go hm n cry in my room.. some of u may think I 'm a cheerful girl.. but I'm just hurting so much inside.. when im sad, I turn to God but I feel so sad still.. at times, I just feel like running away.. and never to come back.. I'm just so empty inside.. I'm tryin to hold on so much tt I'm tearing apart.. on one hand, i feel tt I need someone to talk to but at the same time, i feel tt no one can help.. I just wanna go to the corner of the world and just cry.. when my parents or sisters come into the room, I just wipe my tears and stare at my computer screen to do my work.. I know i hv changed since I entered tp.. but it's just so hard to go back.. but i'm glad tt by seeing my friends everyday helps make my days better.. up till now, i dont know what my purpose in tp is.. is it to be this empty gal tt i am now? or what? God I need u, like...... RIGHT NOW!
