Wednesday, November 16, 2005
1:56 PM
Haiz.. Do u guys ever feel lyk theres somethin in ya life tt is missin? Well, i noe i do.. this feelin inside of me has been so long.. anw, y izzit tt my friens can watch harry potter but i cant? i noe, coz its witchcraft.. but its so nice.. guess i hv 2 resist this temptation.. ahh, i juz dun feel lyk myself.. i noe u guys may think im tokin crap, i feel e same way 2!! but im confused, lost n tryin 2 find answers in my life.. i noe God is e bez thing tts happenin 2 me.. but i feel so empty.. if theres 1 thing tt i want.. is happiness tt can last 4eva.. i noe tt knowin God is 1 of them.. but life is juz.. i mayb happy at tyms but sad at other tyms.. m i wierd 2 feel those feelins? at tyms i juz feel lyk breakin down.. o well, theres youth camp 2 look 4ward 2.. i cant wait.. i guess, i juz haven found directions in my life yet.. God, help me.. i m so so desperate 4 ya.. help me solve e emptiness in my heart..
